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Have You Ever Witnessed a Miracle?

A miracle is defined as "a surprising event that is not explicable by natural or scientific laws and is considered to be the work of a divine agency."
 

Have you ever witnessed a miracle? I can tell you this. If there is a miracle present within your story, it will change the way you see God and possibility.


The entire trajectory of my own calling was shaped by one truth: the God of the old and the new testament longs to jump off of the pages of scripture and into our lives in real time through the power of His Word and the reality of His Spirit.

 

This truth began to unfold in my story when my Grandmother was given 24 hours to live after a terminal diagnosis. Her life was miraculously extended for 25 years. And when God miraculously opened my womb, twice, after I had been told I would never conceive, I was sure to give Him glory for what no man could do.
 

When the mission statement of your childhood church includes Acts 1:8 “You will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth” you are primed for a life of expectancy, a life filled with the wondrous works of the Spirit so that you may become a living witness of God’s power to then communicate it to a watching world. But as I left our tiny Mexican Mission for mainstream Christian circles at the age of 20 I wasn’t met with holy curiosity. I did not encounter child-like faith in a God who parted seas and raised the dead. I was met with systems of control and rigid intellectualism.


While I have a long history with mystery and disappointment and understand their weight as it pertains to the sting of hope deferred, a question began to surface in me. This question would become foundational for my call.


Are our efforts to make the Holy Spirit “accessible” actually an attempt to tame His wild ways? Are we more comfortable with predictable outcomes than we are open to the possibility of being surprised by Him? Has our human tendency for control prioritized modern templates as a substitution for the power of ancient practices and child-like trust? Is the Holy Spirit a distant concept or an intimate friend who shepherds, convicts and comforts? Does He know more than we do? Isn’t His line of sight better than our own?

David Horton says,"The experience of the Spirit is like the experience of breathing: one is not conscious of it all the time, but if one is not conscious of it at least sometimes, something is wrong."
 

The divine power working in us and through us is a Person and His wind is blowing but we may not catch it unless we get still enough to watch Him move. The question isn’t whether He’s present, it’s whether we will surrender long enough to notice the direction of His movements.

John 14:26 reminds us that "Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you."
 

We cannot live a biblically informed life without a relationship with the Holy Spirit.

In closing, I want to offer 2 prompts to help you commune with God and discern His voice, through His Spirit:
 

1. Where am I sensing the presence and love of God in this season? Is there anything hindering me from being able to follow the current of the wild winds of God’s Spirit?

2. Take time to sit in silence and solitude and prayerfully reflect with God. If you need additional support in the area of discernment feel free to listen to my newest podcast episode. If I can help you co-discern feel free to reach out.
 

Tanya Godsey
Spiritual Director